[ see, James' little secret here is that he's been sitting in the Gardens the entire time. he needs space, to think, and it was the only place that didn't make him feel claustrophobic. something he's starting to feel like might become a problem, living inside a space ship.
so he said fifteen minutes only because he didn't want to make it seem like he's been sitting out here. alone. even though he was. so when it feels like it's been close enough to fifteen minutes, he heads to the entrance of the gardens, spinning his wand around his fingers as he looks around for lily.
because honestly? he has no idea why he asked her to come. sure, he's a social creature, doesn't want to be alone, but after all he's learned and all he knows - now - it should feel awkward. and it might, still. he doesn't even know. some part of him thought it was a good idea, maybe, to at least talk to her about it. see what she thought. maybe he wasn't as alone in this awkward state of fear and confusion as he thought. ]
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